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Post by n a n a ☆ on Jun 4, 2011 2:30:23 GMT
みなさん、こんにちは！私の名前は七海, あなたに会えてうれしいです。 ヽ(´ー`)人(´∇｀)人(`Д´)ノ Hello everyone! My nickname is Nanami but everyone calls me Nana. (if you get friendly with me I will tell you my real name ☜(⌒▽⌒)☞) For my journal, I am going to be using two different colors: DARK ORCHID and NAVY depending on my mood~ (`･ω･´) ようこそ！ So let's start with some basic information about myself: ポートフォリオ: ♥♥♥♥ Nice to meet you all ♥♥♥♥
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Post by n a n a ☆ on Jun 4, 2011 3:14:16 GMT
[F R I D A Y // J U N E 3 2011]
[金曜日 // 2011年6月3日]
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[/color] My first day joining the forum and then my first blog entry today~ Technically it's nighttime here in Canada and so after this post I will probably go to bed, if I have nothing better to do （´-`）.｡oO( ... ) But chances are I'm going to be thinking about a lot of things so sleep might not come as quickly for me. It's really annoying when I find myself in one of these depressed and lonely moods, not quite to emo yet, with the emphasis on yet. Sometimes when I'm in one of these moods, I'm tend to lose my composure, sit in a dark room and cry. Today I already did all that, with tears no longer knowing how to stop flowing. Yes, I admit I am sentimental, in fact more so than I imagined at first. But I'm allowed to be sentimental and emotionally vulnerable right?// 1リットルの涙 // Some people may recognize the above phrase as a Japanese drama title and indeed it is. But it is also a phrase I use to describe how much of my tears are shed when I cry. And that is no exaggeration. It's as though my tear glands just don't want to take a break or something. Or maybe...I just listen to depressing music during these times. A lot of my friends tell me that I should just let myself cry because crying is a way to release all the bad emotions locked up inside. But I feel really bad even after I've cried. I sometimes wonder if it's destined that I never be happy. Where has happiness gone for me? Or in more adequate terms...will I ever find happiness?[/ul][/font][/size][/blockquote][/blockquote][/color][/justify] --------------------------------------------------------- ---------------------------------------------------------[/center] [/url][/ul][/blockquote] |
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Post by MeekaAquraria on Jun 15, 2011 17:32:02 GMT
Welcome to the member Jounals Nana, I hope you like it here.
Sometimes happiness just comes and goes, and I know myself crying just doesn't help. I always feel worse for crying because not only am I still upset but then my eyes hurt and i've snot running down my face. I generally put on the poppiest, happiest songs I can listen to and go out with friends. I find forcing myself to go out and hang with people always makes the pain seem less. Just the fact that I have been happy while upset proves there's an end. I hope you find your end to sorrow.
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